Hannah often mixes up "question" with "statement" especially when she's excited to tell me something. Today she emerged from the bathroom and said, "Mommy, I have SUCH a special question to tell you!"
Hannah can go to the bathroom in our house by herself almost totally independently, if she is wearing easy to pull down pants. But she often asks for help especially if she gets hung up on the "pulling down pants" part. Today though, I asked her to go to the bathroom and then told her to tell me when she was all done. She was wearing a leotard because she and Isabelle were pretending they were at gymnastics. I thought for sure she'd need help getting it off but figured she would let me know as she always did, or maybe she would figure it out herself.
That's when she popped out and made the above statement. So I said, "What, Hannah?" And she said:
"Mommy! I went to the bathroom ALL BY MYSELF! Here's what I did. First, I took off my leotard and got on the potty. Then I peed. Then I got the toilet paper and wiped myself. I got some pee on my hand, but then I wiped it with more toilet paper so it was okay. Then I put the paper in the toilet, got up, and pulled my leotard back on. ALL BY MYSELF! Then I washed my hands, dried them off, and now I'm all done! Isn't that FANTASTIC?!"
Yep, kiddo, it is.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Thursday, November 4, 2010
botax round #??
Today Hannah had her 3rd round of botax under sedation and I'm not sure how many botax rounds total she's had, maybe 6 or 7. The first time we went to the Comfort Zone, she did fine. The second time she was a lot more anxious about the IV insertion even though she had Emla cream to numb the area. Today any time the nurse tried to get near her arms, she cried so they recommended giving her some oral Versed (Valium) first to take the edge off her anxiety and give her a little amnesia about the whole event. That sounded good to me so I agreed and within 10 minutes Hannah was in outer space. The only downside was the post-Versed hangover: Hannah was cranky and whiny the rest of the day. But I think it was worth it and plan to have them give it to her right away next time. It's just not worth it to put her through all of that every 3 months.
This round, Dr. B did 18 injections total, 9 in each leg. I never processed the fact that when kids are under sedation docs tend to do more injections. When she was awake, Hannah only got 6-8. But it makes sense; same amount of botax but spread over a larger area. And I can see the increased benefits. She does not scissor as much (turn her legs in and sometimes cross them) and is overall more flexible.
Anyway, I didn't have much chance to talk to Dr. B today about our recent SDR consult at Children's Hospital of NY so when we see him for our 6 week follow up in Dec., we'll hopefully get to do that. Honestly, up to this point he has not been that helpful to us in our research and exploration of options. My biggest lingering concerns are whether Hannah is strong enough and secondly, where to do the procedure and post-surgery rehab. It would be great if we could get his perspective on this to help us make a decision.
It's unfortunate that Dr. B is not a better resource for us, considering that he is the one most familiar with Hannah's physiology. My feelings about him continue to be ambivalent. I find him to be arrogant, and cavalier. When we showed up today, he looked at Hannah's file and said, "Wow, we haven't seen her since June. So what are we doing today?!" To his credit, I think he is a really smart guy and is probably more on his game than he lets on, but this is my kid here and I'm not usually in the mood for flippancy where major decisions about her health are concerned. He does not inspire confidence.
At the Comfort Zone today, I realized that all of the other patients I saw there were also getting botax treatments. I watched as one mom and dad came out of the procedure room after her daughter had been put to sleep, and they were wiping the tears off their face. I smiled at them, remembering how I felt the first time I saw them put Hannah under. This time it was much easier. It's the new normal. My whole perspective on what's normal has shifted and changed so much since Hannah and Isabelle were born. Each time we have a new experience, it's rattling and intense and then I slowly adjust and recalibrate and move on. I wonder how it will be when she has her first surgery.
I would like to connect at some point with the other parents who bring their kids to the Comfort Zone for botax. Everyone mostly keeps to themselves, respecting one another's privacy, but I think next time I'm going to try to find an opportunity to introduce myself to some of them. I bet we would have a lot to talk about.
This round, Dr. B did 18 injections total, 9 in each leg. I never processed the fact that when kids are under sedation docs tend to do more injections. When she was awake, Hannah only got 6-8. But it makes sense; same amount of botax but spread over a larger area. And I can see the increased benefits. She does not scissor as much (turn her legs in and sometimes cross them) and is overall more flexible.
Anyway, I didn't have much chance to talk to Dr. B today about our recent SDR consult at Children's Hospital of NY so when we see him for our 6 week follow up in Dec., we'll hopefully get to do that. Honestly, up to this point he has not been that helpful to us in our research and exploration of options. My biggest lingering concerns are whether Hannah is strong enough and secondly, where to do the procedure and post-surgery rehab. It would be great if we could get his perspective on this to help us make a decision.
It's unfortunate that Dr. B is not a better resource for us, considering that he is the one most familiar with Hannah's physiology. My feelings about him continue to be ambivalent. I find him to be arrogant, and cavalier. When we showed up today, he looked at Hannah's file and said, "Wow, we haven't seen her since June. So what are we doing today?!" To his credit, I think he is a really smart guy and is probably more on his game than he lets on, but this is my kid here and I'm not usually in the mood for flippancy where major decisions about her health are concerned. He does not inspire confidence.
At the Comfort Zone today, I realized that all of the other patients I saw there were also getting botax treatments. I watched as one mom and dad came out of the procedure room after her daughter had been put to sleep, and they were wiping the tears off their face. I smiled at them, remembering how I felt the first time I saw them put Hannah under. This time it was much easier. It's the new normal. My whole perspective on what's normal has shifted and changed so much since Hannah and Isabelle were born. Each time we have a new experience, it's rattling and intense and then I slowly adjust and recalibrate and move on. I wonder how it will be when she has her first surgery.
I would like to connect at some point with the other parents who bring their kids to the Comfort Zone for botax. Everyone mostly keeps to themselves, respecting one another's privacy, but I think next time I'm going to try to find an opportunity to introduce myself to some of them. I bet we would have a lot to talk about.
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